yes i did it again. I completed the 32km route march. however i didnt meet the timing so failed to get the CSB badge. Is kind of wasted when i had completed 32km and realised that i didnt meet the timing, but atleast i never give up and this is what i want to achieve. if i had a greater body mass, i think i might not be pulled down so much by the load. Is very tiring to compete with people taller and bigger size than myself. sometime i really feel so frustrated y i am so small size. But i cannot do anything but to accept the fact and push myself harder than others. It was the most scary nightmare i ever experienced. i really walked to the point that my legs really cannot take it, kept walking like as if there is no end point. what worse is after the river crossing at 19km. walking with everything wet was really a torture. Blisters and abrasions were what everyone got after that. Very memorable. Can't imagine my buddy telling me that he feel like crying during the march.

Yesterday was the 77/09 commissioning parade. had i not sign on to airforce, i will be in the parade yesterday with all my friends already, is kind of like sad and wasted. but i make sure i will be in that parade in
12wks time. 6more wks to thailand, 9 more wks to joint term and 12more wks to commission.